求翻译：我知道你压力大，所以我现在准备学英语，希望你等我，等我把英语学好了，我去找你，希望这段时间你不会有任何的变化，你能挺过去，也不要在乎你爸给你的压力，不论我能不能签上，我已经努力了，如果你又任何的变化，你就和我说，我想知道你真实的想法，如果我去找你了，希望你实现你对我的承诺，不管发生任何的事，你都不会丢下我。我真的好想你，想你的时候我会哭，我现在努力想你的笑，但是好模糊。在我找到你之后，不管以后过好过坏，你都不要有任何的负担，就算吃糠咽菜，我也愿意和你在一起。我好像看到你，看到你的笑容。好像你在我身边，我想你想的要发疯了。希望在我没去找你的时候，你好好照顾自己。不要给自己太大的压力，我家这边的压力，我一个人会承担的，以后在也不和你发牢骚了。老公希望你相信我，相信我回去找你的。是什么意思？

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