求翻译：爱，不能说痛，我只好忍着不说；但泪可以不让它掉下来吗？不可以，因为此时我早已是泪流满面。是什么意思？

Love, can't say the pain, I had to grin and bear it not said; but tears can not let it fall down? No, because I already was in tears.