求翻译：你如同昙花一样，在我生命中一纵即逝，虽然很短，但确实很美，有些事，并不是如同眼前所发生的一样，我只想不亏欠任何一个人的感情，所以我选择了逃避，选择了伪装是什么意思？

You like as in epiphyllum oxypetalum, in a vertical in my life is fleeting, although very short, but very beautiful indeed, some things, like is not like what happened before the eyes, I just want to do not owe any one's feelings, so I chose to escape, chose camouflage