求翻译：别可怜我 别说我有多苦，只是不适合，只是在为许久之前的错误任性来赎罪 那是应该的 是我笑话人不听话 所有的都是因果，无力更改只能坦然面对是什么意思？

Don't pity me not to mention how much I suffer, just don't fit, just as long before the error of willful sin that is should be I joke not obedient to all is the causal and cannot change can only be facing