求翻译：我不知道她这几年经历了些什么，不是我不想去了解，不想去为她解开那些所谓的苦衷。。只是她的自我保护意识太强了，心老是打不开，我根本没那机会试图进入她的内心。。。是什么意思？

I don't know what she has gone through these years, not that I don't want to know, don't want to unravel the so-called difficulties for her.. Only self awareness too strong for her heart always not open, I never have the opportunity to try to get her heart ...