求翻译：本来昨天晚上9点30就回去的。在路上碰到了朋友叫去喝酒，答应她戒掉的。烟也戒掉的。不是戒不掉，只是和她之间这么多的误会，我不知道怎么去排解，怎么去发泄。。我只有用这些来麻醉自己。我不愿意去想起她对我产生的误会。我想和她好好的，一切的不好都没发生过。是什么意思？

At 9 o'clock last night to go back. On the way met a friend called to drink, promised her to quit. Quit cigarettes. Not afford to not to give up, just so much misunderstanding between her, I don't know how to resolve how to vent ... I only used these to hypnotize oneself. I don't want to think of her misunderstanding me. I want to take her, all well have never happened.