求翻译：现在，我不想用太过复杂的语言来写下我的点滴，我只想用平白的字和一直以来的感受把它写下，一直以来我都不曾真实地写过自己，不曾袒露自己，最近发生的事，让我将自己闭锁了三天，我是一个隐蔽心事的 悄悄改变自己的女孩，经历了很多我哭过 怨过，但我知道事实改变不了，唯一能做的就是将自己变得更强大，我相信自己能保护自己，只要我努力，没什麽能阻止我的，我将自己武装起来，告诉自己要独立，我做到了，但我也改变太多，遇事冷静得近乎冷酷，看事情很平淡，有点象禅学，最近我遇到了爱我的人，我们度过了一段短暂而美好的回忆，也许是我们相遇的缘分不对，我们分开了，但我会一辈子珍惜，我爱的人也会成为我永远的一部分，我爱你们，我会用文字将你们写入我的生命里，你们是我一辈最想珍惜的，我会做好自己用笔来记载一切。《慢幔长大的我》是什么意思？

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