求翻译：不知道从什么时候开始我看起了国外影片《吸血鬼》，从一点点的适应到，现在的深度的感兴趣，有时候甚至在想自己要是一只吸血鬼该多好，也许我会更快乐，我会得到更多我想要的，也许...太多的也许...这好像是一种欲望，好像也是一种对眼前人生不满的一种表现！对吸血鬼的着迷好像不在是自己可以控制的，哪怕是同一部影片看上个几百遍都不会觉得厌！世上真的有吸血鬼吗？真的和影片中的一样可以随心所欲吗？？？？羡慕加渴望！！！是什么意思？

Don't know when I see a foreign movie of the Vampire, from a little bit of adaptation to, interested in the depth of the now, sometimes even thought themselves if a vampire that much good, maybe I'll be more happy, I get more I want, maybe ... Too much maybe ... This seems to be a desire, as is also a manifestation of a dissatisfaction with life! Fascinated by vampires as if is not is that they can control, even in the same film hundreds of times is not feel tired! Really do vampires in this world? Really, like in the movie free???? Envy and desire!!!