求翻译：不知道从什么时候开始我看起了国外影片《吸血鬼》，从一点点的好奇到，现在的深度的着迷/迷恋，甚至在想自己要是一只吸血鬼该多好，也许我会更快乐，我会得到更多我想要的，也许...太多的也许...这好像是一种欲望，好像也是一种对眼前人生不满的一种表现！对吸血鬼的着迷好像不在是自己可以控制的，世上真的有吸血鬼吗？真的可以随心所欲吗？羡慕加渴望！是什么意思？

Don't know when I see a foreign movie of the Vampire, from a little curiosity to, now fascinated by the depth of/obsession, even thought themselves if a vampire that much good, maybe I'll be more happy, I get more I want, maybe ... Too much maybe ... This seems to be a desire, as is also a manifestation of a dissatisfaction with life! Fascinated by vampires as if is not is that they can control, really do vampires in this world? Do really free? Envy and desire!