求翻译：在这个人人都称好的时段，我却沉默了下来，在学校一对对情侣那么的暧昧， 那么的令人羡慕，每个人脸上都洋溢着幸福的微笑、当看到这些也很想让自己成为别人眼中羡慕那一束银环，可是真正做起来却发现自己是那么的格格不入、似乎自己不属于它。心中的可悲要去给谁述说呢？大学就是一个小社会，别人想怎么自己永远无法猜透，也永远无法将心交给他们。 男朋友也好女朋友也罢，受过伤之后就不愿再敞开心扉，将自己紧紧的包裹起来、朋友眼中你狠盛气凌人、高傲、可是真正的痛只有自己知道、当坚强起来对他们笑却发现是那么的虚伪。 我想让自己快乐起来，可以拥有一些自己所想的东西、可是现实往往是残酷的、不敢用真正的心对交换、如果可以我想自己应该会很快乐。在这儿徘徊着、在等待着、期望还有那些事不是那么的现实、残酷。是什么意思？

In this period of everyone chenghao, I was silent, a pair of lovers in school so vague, so admirable, everyone is filled with happy smile on his face, when they also want to make yourself in the eyes of others envy it a bunch of silver rings, but really it only to find himself to be so alien, seems they do not belong to it. Sad to go and who tells it that's inside? University is a small community, what do people want to own will never be able to see, will never be up to them. Boyfriend or girlfriend or been hurt after reluctant to open their hearts, their tightly wrapped, in the eyes of friends you aggressive arrogant and haughty, but the real pain that only you can know when strong, they find a smile is so hypocritical. I want to make yourself happy and could have some of the things I want, but reality often is cruel, not with real heart on Exchange, I don't think I should be happy if I could. Wandered here, waiting, expectations there those things are not so realistic and cruel.