求翻译：I will not make the same mistakes that you did ,I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery ,I will not break the way you did,you fell so hard,I've learned the hard way ,So never let it get that far,Because of you ,I never stray too far from the sidewalk , I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt ,I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me ,I am afraid ,I lose my way,And it‘s not too long before you point it out ,I can not cry ,Because I know that's weakness in your eyes,I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life,My heart can't possibly break,When it wasn't even whole to start with,I watched you die ,I heard you cry every night in your sleep ,I was so young ,You should have known better than to lean on me,You never thought of anyone else,You just saw your pain,And now I cry in the middle of the night,For the same damn thing ,I try my hardest just to forget everything,I 'm ashamed of my life because it's empty ,I am afraid ,Because of you......　是什么意思？

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