求翻译：请输入您需要翻译的文本！是你，让我的青春遍体鳞伤......上高三了，该写点什么东西了，说实话，到现在，自己还是不知道到底想干什么，颓废两年了，总是一点小事就影响自己的情绪，也许.....每个人都有自己来生的宿命，我这一生，可能注定失败，已经没有多少激情可用了，确实，自己还算幸福，可或许就是这样，让我不知道要什么，好久没写点自己的东西了，自己心里想的别人总以为很好猜，可是这样吗？我自己想的根本不同，有时候我也在想自己的脑子真的坏掉了，乱七八糟的事真是占我的脑容量啊，笨到家了，啥也不如想像中的那样进行，可能，或许就是！我的宿命就是这样，我已无力反抗.........只是希望，别人对我另眼相待，仅此而已是什么意思？

Please enter the text you need to translate! Are you, let my youth black and blue ... ... High on three, write something, to be honest, until now, he still doesn't know exactly what he wanted to, decadent for two years, always the slightest affect their emotional, maybe ..... Everyone has their own life's journey, my life may be doomed to fail, already available without much passion has, indeed, they are happy, perhaps this is, I don't know what to, long time no write something myself, his mind always think of others very good guess, but like this? I think fundamentally different, sometimes I want to own brain really broken, my brain job mess, stupid arrived, as nothing worse than imagined, probably, maybe! This is my fate, I have been unable to resist ... ... ... Just hope that others see SB. in a new light for me, that's it