求翻译：　 对待自己的事情却是盲目不堪。或许这就是个弱点，其实自己也不知道怎么会这样，当你没想的时候，那一切都是泫然的，而事出后，却是一发不可收拾。 是什么意思？

　 Treat yourself into things is blind. Perhaps this is a weakness, he does not know how did this happen, when you didn't want it, that everything is met, and after, but was run out.