求翻译：哭到整个人都没有力气了，我整个人都崩溃了。好吧我接受这个事实，你可以放心的离开了。今天是我第一次当着我家人的面哭，以后再也不会了，至少哭的时候。我会选择半夜的时候一个人默默的哭泣……是什么意思？

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Cry the whole person as a whole has had no strength, and I have collapsed. I suppose I accept this fact, you can rest assured of the left. This is the first time I cried when I was in front of the family, he will not have at least as she wept. I will choose a night when the personal quietly crying .

Cried to give people a hard time does not have the strength, I gave people a hard time all collapse.Good I accept this fact, you might feel relieved leave.Today is I first time works as my family member's surface is crying, later again will not be able, to cry at least time.I can choose the midnight

Cry to the people as a whole without effort, I broke. So, I accept this fact, you can rest assured that away. Today is the first time I cried in front of my family, and later will not, at least when crying. I would choose the middle of the night when a man cry