求翻译：我哭到整个人都崩溃了。我接受这个事实，你可以放心的离开了。今天是我第一次当着我哥，以后再也不会了，至少哭的时候。我会选择半夜的时候一个人默默的哭泣……是什么意思？

I cry to the people as a whole collapsed. I accept this fact, you can be assured of leaving. Today is my first time in the presence of my brother, later will not, at least when crying. I will choose the night one silent cry