求翻译：Well, actually, i just a few words to express their feelings of children, I know i have miss so many things, and i'm sorry a lot of people,Perhaps, i'm wrong, from the beginning, i will not be used to return to,I'm a sinner, i saw many, many of love and care for me,Well, i know that they don't blame me, they just want to make me, i'll have a better life,In fact, i am really very boring, i do not understand oneself needs any, is passion, is enjoyment, was the excitement, it is what i don't know what,I didn't know what i can do, to do, for his family what to do, even my own meaning of life didn't know, perhaps i really is an idiot,I don't want to keep on life, because i couldn't find my goals, i couldn't find the motivation and i don't know why i was struggling, i am bored, my lonely and empty, i don't know what i have to fill my heart,是什么意思？

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