求翻译：心里其实真的挺矛盾的，挺复杂的，我觉得自己现在是错误的，但是我现在又没有很好的方法来处理这个错位的存在，我要求真的太高了吗？我只是想好好的享受一下简单安全的生活，不想真的差的那么远！门当户对的就好了，别这么难了。是什么意思？

Really quite contradictory, quite complex, I feel it is wrong, but now I have no good way to deal with the out of place there, I did request really is too high? I just want to enjoy the simple and safe life and didn't want to really bad so far! Uranium conspiracy, the better, don't be so hard.