求翻译：自从和你相识到相知，我认为我们是能够彼此真心对待的好朋友。我以为我是能够理解你、能够懂你的一个最佳朋友。可惜原来我还是没有真正地认识到你了，到头来我始终都不知道你在想什么、你想要追求什么这些都我一概不知，而感到很惋惜。是什么意思？

Since the strangers, and you met, I think we can sincerely treat each other's good friend. I think I was able to understand you, to understand one of your best friends. Unfortunately, I didn't really realize that you, in the end I do not know what you think and what you want to pursue this I do not know, and am very sorry.