求翻译：从你和我说起关于她的事情起，我就变成很没有自信，不知道那是为什么，或许是因为你们有五年的感情积淀、或许是因为你每当想起她的时候就自己不由地去给一个刚认识不久的一个女孩打电话来解解闷的吧！ 这些都我才慢慢地想起来了！才明白自己有多么的笨。是什么意思？

From the things you and I talked about her, I become very confident, don't know why is that, perhaps because of feelings do you have five years of accumulation, perhaps because whenever I think about her when you couldn't help laughing to myself to just understand the near a girl calling to brighten it! These were slowly until I remembered! Know how stupid.