求翻译：我不断努力去忘记这些事和这个人，因为我已经看到了我们的选择，那是你选择了宁愿和我保持距离当个普通朋友也不愿放弃她，而我却选择了逃避，宁愿和自己喜欢的人不能在一起也，为了掩饰这戴绿帽子的面子而选择了放弃！ 其实你自己不知道你自己是有多么的爱她，而总是口是心非地说她太拽什么之类的话而已。还有我们都是不勇敢的人，我们都为了顾着自己的面子而总说起一些口是心非的话来走逃避的路上，我决定的这就是我们失败的唯一的理由。是什么意思？

I keep trying to forget these things, and this person, because I have seen our choices, that is your choice preferred to maintain distance when a friend and I also refused to give up her, and I chose to escape, prefer their favorite people together, in order to conceal the face wear a Green Hat and chose to give up! In fact, you don't know how much you love her, and always says what she pulled too duplicity and the like. Also we are not brave people, we have to disregard his own face and always talking about some duplicity on their way to escape, I decided this was the only reason for our failure.