求翻译：这些日子想了很多，我的爱太不可靠了，离主远了，旧有罪的生命都彰显出来了，还哪里谈什么爱，从今以后，我会用主的爱爱你，在主里永远爱你。是什么意思？

Think a lot these days, my love is too unreliable, far from home, old guilt show came to life, also where talk about love, from now on, I would love to love you, love you in the Lord forever.