求翻译：这些天连续的那个城市，那个人，反复出现在梦中纠缠着我，期待又害怕，醒来却只是梦一场，理智告诉我不要幻想，现实才是真切的，然而我却停止不了，我这是怎么了，中毒了吗是什么意思？

The city these days, that man, recurring cling to me in my dreams, expectations and fear, woke up just a dream, reason tells me not fantasy, reality is real, yet I can't stop, I this is what happened, did poisoning