求翻译：今晚睡不着，想想可能和你在一起的时间只剩下十天了，心里就好难过，因为我成绩不好，所以和你在一起像是天方夜谭，我在埋怨自己当初为什么不好好学习，可是现在说什么都于事无补了，因为你，我有想去北京的冲动，晚上，自己任性的跑过去看你，隔着窗户我能看见你的脸，回家后，心里很乱，今晚没有学习，我恨自己跑过去看你，我发誓，以后不和你来往，不和你说话，为了不影响你，为了你好，我愿意冷漠的10天，愿我从此淡出你的生活圈，一定会的。我能做的，只有好好把握这十天，高考考出一个不错的成绩，我爱听你的声音，我被你害惨了，因为你，我决定找一个辽阳的老公，呵呵，我有点傻哈！我喜欢对你好，尽管你可能不需要。好了，多说无益，这篇日志我不准备发表，放在草稿箱里，留个记念吧！某一天想你了，我还可以看看。是什么意思？

Tonight sleep not was, wanted to wanted to may and you in together of time only left ten days has, heart on good sad, because I results bad, so and you in together like is fantasy, I in complained own had why not good learning, but now said what are unhelpful has, because you, I has wanted to to Beijing of impulse, night, own wayward of ran past see you, isolation was Windows I can saw you of face, home Hou, heart is mess, tonight no learning, I hate own ran past see you, I swear, yihou not and you between, not and you talk, to not effect you, to Hello, I willing to indifference of 10 days, may I from fade out you of life ring, must will of. I can do, only make the most of the ten days, a good score of entrance examination and examination, I love to hear your voice, I be you in big trouble, because of you, I decided to find a husband of Liaoyang, Oh, I'm a bit silly HA! I like good, though you may not need. Well, the more useless, published this post I'm not going, put it in my drafts, remember it! A day to miss you, I can see.