求翻译：也许应该忘记了的真的不应该再记起，可上天却便便给予我了这么强的记忆，任我如何的想把一切不顺之事抖落，可在我一再的坚持下，一切又显得那么徒然！是什么意思？

Should probably really should not forget to remember, but God will give me such a strong memory, how I want to do not shun all things doula, I repeated insistence, everything looked so vain!