求翻译：如果妈妈在身边，就把我送到医院了，然后为我准备一桌丰盛的晚餐。而且会陪着我睡觉，知道我睡着才离开。可现在呢，一切都没有了，在这里一切都不如从前，境迁人也过了。不知爸爸妈妈现在在什么地方，他们知道我在这里受苦吗？我安慰自己，这些也许都是他们给我的考验，我可不能就这么认输。就在每次问自己可不可以不坚强时，选择坚强。是什么意思？

If the mother is around, took me to the hospital, and as I prepare for a big dinner. And will accompany me to sleep, knowing that I fell asleep before leaving. Now, everything is gone, everything is not as good as before, moved people over the border. Do not know what MOM and dad is now in place, do they know that I'm suffering here? I comfort myself, these may all be their to my test, so I can't give up. Each time you can ask yourself when it is not strong, and select strong.