求翻译：这尤其是因为我在做任何事情时，，心里都十分害怕，并希望自己走运。同样，总的说来，我有个特点，在古代对人的评论中，我最容易接受、最受欢迎的是那些对我们最蔑视、最贬低和侮辱得最厉害的评论。我感到，哲学只有在制止我们的傲慢和虚荣的时候，只有在真心实意地承认自己的优柔寡断、无能为力和无知的时候，是什么意思？

Especially since I did any thing, re very afraid and want their luck. Similarly, in General, I have a feature in ancient people's comments, I most acceptable to us, the most popular are those most badly most contempt, belittling and insulting comments. I felt that philosophy only stop when our arrogance and vanity, only sincerely acknowledge their indecision, impotent and ignorant of the time,