求翻译：不知道现在对你是怎样一种情愫，但是我明白了我曾经发了疯的追，如今拼了命的退。那些固执疯狂的年代远去了，我也期盼明天的新生活，以前我愿意为你舍弃世界，现在看来是很可笑的，和你在一起让我舍弃世界，和另一个人一起我看到整个世界，才知道曾经那漫长的等待已经毫无意义。是什么意思？

Don't know what feelings to you now, but I learned that I had mad pursuit, now fight a life of retreat. Those stubborn era has gone crazy, I'm also looking forward to tomorrow's new life, I am willing to leave the world for you before, now it is ridiculous, I leave the world and you, and another person I see the world only know once the long wait has been pointless.