求翻译：我不懂你想什么，不了解你，你给人的感觉有时很近有时很远，让人很难摸透你的心思。俗话说：当局者迷，旁观者清。可是对于你是旁观者还是当局者？我只是希望你能给我个明确的答案。是什么意思？

I don't know what you think, don't know about you, you give people a feeling of sometimes very close and sometimes very far, so it is difficult to grasp your mind. The saying goes: Men are known by the company they keep, an onlooker sees most of the game. But for you who are bystanders or authorities? I just hope you can give me a clear answer.