求翻译：我难过了，还很失落，呵，我不想去解释什么了。你懂就懂，不懂就拉倒吧，不是我没有尽力，而是你一直没给我机会，你自己好好的吧，打扰你了，不好意思是什么意思？

I was sad, very lost, Oh, I don't want to explain anything. You know how to understand, and I don't understand we may call off, I don't do my best, but you never give me a chance, you have a good, trouble you, I'm sorry