求翻译：This is the most painful of my life once, never forget the memory of the day struggled to live every day living, it is really hard, but I have never regretted it, not hated a person, because I am not qualified to hate him, and with him the day although very short, but very happy, really happy, I can not believe they lost him so是什么意思？

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