求翻译：为什么最近才两天没有和你联系，当然也没看到过你。心里为什么总是烦忧！ 你知道吗？ 每天每夜我都在等待你能够给我打个电话来，但是次次总是希望之后面对绝望...每天每夜都难以睡眠. 我觉的自己是否真正德爱上了一个人呢？我现在终于知道什么是真正的爱，什么是为爱伤痛了！ 如果你真的在乎我的话，希望你能看懂这篇日志哈！ 次次和你打电话 都在半夜的时候 但是你总会是瞌睡兮兮的，难道你从来就没有想过要如何和我交谈 互相理解吗？ 你真的没想过还是没有说出来那？ 在我的面前不要总是这样 我会很累 懂吗？ 我心痛已经是尝试了千遍的徘徊 难道我的泪水真的就那么容易掉落？ 我想过这爱真的很累！ 大概是用了真情真爱了吧！ 所以这样 当我耍朋友 从来没有的感觉 终于有了！是什么意思？

Why only recently two days without contact with you, of course, haven't seen you. Why always fanyou! Do you know? Every night I was waiting for a day you can give me a call to, but always after the hope in the face of despair ... Hard to sleep every night every day. I feel myself is this real fell in love with a man? I now finally know what is true love, for love is pain! If you really care about me, I hope you can understand this log HA! Every time you call at night but you will always be Bo b:, don't you ever thought of how to talk and I do understand each other? You really didn't want to live is not to say that? I don't always do so before I'll be tired of you know? I lingering heartache is already trying to qianbian my tears would fall so easily? I thought that love really tired! Is the truth about true love it! So when my friend never feeling finally have!