求翻译：在这一刻，深深体会到不了解的背后换来的伤痛。一个人的绝情就到这个地步咯，可笑，我还那么的去相信你说的每一句话，事实证明都是经不起考验的。爱实在是不适合我这种人，太奢侈的东西也不是我能得到的。每一次的低头都让我深深的感到痛苦，而你的面子居然比我还要大，简直是讽刺啊、、、是什么意思？

At this moment, deeply realize that behind the pain of changing to does not understand. One's unfeeling this slightly, ridiculous, I have to believe every word you say, turns are cannot withstand the test of time. Love really is not appropriate for someone like me, too extravagant things nor I can get. Each bow has pained me deeply, and your face even bigger than me, it is ironic,,,