求翻译：其实我很早就想跟你说的。但是我又说不出口，因为我和你的年龄、距离等等一些又差的很多。我也不知道我什么时候爱上你的，大概是你说我又没有想你的时候吧！最近我听到一个消息你在拍拖我伤心极了。我真的好爱好爱你啊，也许，你会说我不懂爱，但是我是过来人，我还会不懂爱吗?我好希望你能知道我的真心。希望你能发现，来珍惜我。。。。。。。。是什么意思？

In fact, I have long wanted to tell you that. But I couldn't say, because of your age, distance, and so on and I and many of the poor. I don't know when I fall in love with you, probably when you said I did not think you! Recently I heard a message of your dating I was so sad. I really like to love you, maybe you will say that I do not understand love, ve been there, I also don't understand love? I hope you know my heart. Hope you can find, to cherish me. .... ...