求翻译：想到了自己终于可以走向工作岗位，回报家人，回报社会，心中是无比激动，但又想到理想社会和现实社会的差距，让我感到担忧的是学到的知识是否能胜任工作。是什么意思？

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I think I finally can go to work, family, and return back to society, he was excited, but I then thought that an ideal society and social reality of the gap, let me are worried about the knowledge that can be up to the job.

Had thought own finally may move towards the operating post, the repayment family member, the repayment society, in the heart is incomparably excited, but thought ideal social and the realistic society's disparity, lets me feel worries knowledge which is learns whether can be competent the work.

Think we can finally move towards job, family return, repay the society, is extremely excited, but think of the ideal society and reality gap, knowledge what concerns me is whether competent work.

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