求翻译：我怎么拉！怎么过的那么累！特别向往以前的那种快乐生活！自己漂泊几十年感觉很累！想找个港湾休息下！但没有也停靠不下来！我的终点什么时间能到来！看到和自己同龄人都修成正果！自己心理真不是滋味！是什么意思？

How can I pull! How did so tired! Before the special joy of life! Their wandering for decades felt very tired! Trying to find a harbour a break! But there is no dock is not down! My end what time will come! See and his peers are into zhengguo! His psychological really bad!

How do I! How is it that's so tired! particularly fascinated that prevailed before happy life! Several 10 adrift themselves feel very tired! Want to find a harbor rest! But there is no also stops not come down! In the end what time I can come! See and their peers who are successfully cultivated frui

How do I pull! How crosses that tiredly! Specially yearns for beforehand that kind of joyful life! Own drift several dozens years feeling to be very tired! Wants to look for under the harbor rest! But does not have also not to be able to anchor down! When can my end point arrive! Saw and own contemp

How can I pull! How did so tired! Before the special joy of life! Their wandering for decades felt very tired! Trying to find a harbour a break! But there is no dock is not down! My end what time will come! See and his peers are into zhengguo! His psychological really bad!

How can I pull! How did so tired! Before the special joy of life! Their wandering for decades felt very tired! Trying to find a harbour a break! But there is no dock is not down! My end what time will come! See and his peers are into zhengguo! His psychological really bad!