求翻译：but now I begin to second guess myself.....should I, why not, why shouldn't I love you because you are such perfect woman in kindness, beauty, everything, heart is pure for me....will I ever find someone as good as you, will I lose you if I do not snap out of it and stop pushing you away...you will grow tired of me pus是什么意思？

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