求翻译：　　前不久有人问我“过去”对自己来说意味着什么，我突然给“过去”下了一个很奇怪的定义，它代表很久很久以前。那时以为自己有着很多的现在，而事实也似乎如此，一成不变的过着每一天。我忘记过去的样子，只能看见一个不知所措的自己，时时刻刻都用时间来寻求自我安慰，耐心地等待着，一副认命的是什么意思？

　　Not long ago I was asked "the past" on what they mean, I had to "the past" was a very strange definition under, it represents a long, long time ago. Then thought they had a lot of now, but that also seems to be the case, immutable lived each day. I forget what it used to be, can only see a loss of their own, to seek comfort every moment of time, waiting patiently, a fate of bright-like. Even if the selection is fuzzy, but at the bottom there is a good prospect, but it once lost sight, life is like without thought, numbness and sluggish.