求翻译：我真的很失败，也很没用。连自己的幸福都不敢去追求的人，还有什么可说呢。真的很讨厌这样的自己。真的不知道接下来的路我该如何走，该如何去面对，我是人不是神啊。为何要活得那么累，那么苦呢。如果这一切能就此告终，那么我认咯，祝你幸福。是什么意思？

I really failed, is also useless. Those who dared to pursue his own happiness, there is nothing to say. Really hate yourself. Really do not know the way how do I go next, how to face, I am not God. Why live so tired, so bitter. If it all ended so I slightly, I wish you happiness.